Perfectionism is a terrible name
I gave it to myself as a young dancer watching the perfect big girls
Mediocrity is a terrible name
Yet so many successful people bathe in its luke warm waters
I need a new name that describes all that I am and can do plus all that I want in the future
My new name is Enough
Words don't fail me now Spill out like the wails of mothers losing their babies at the auction block words comfort me like the prayers at dawn during The Fast to our benevolent God Muster up lifelong
It feels like flushed cheeks and pulsating jawbones It feels empty It feels like blood rapidly popping as it travels from heart It feels like nothing It feels like under/over eating It feels like a vo
The anxiety makes the stomach flip The depression makes the limbs heavy The tug and pull Is overwhelming and nauseating Gags Short breaths Teeth chattering Big sighs as tears roll down
