Please don't go away from me

Rain dripping from roofs

Hiding the sun

Bringing nourishment to the Earth,

The Foundation

I love what the rain does

But sometimes the timing

Not when I want, when I need

Can you focus with the sound

Beating on your heart?

Can you not slip into old patterns?

I love how the rain wets my body, soaks my hair

But I had to be on call today

I needed to stay dry

I wish the rain would go

But I need it to stay

I literally cannot live without rain

Do I want my cake and eat it too?

Duh?

Of course!

Maybe a personal rain cloud that I can keep around when I need it

That is selfish

Idk

I'm an only child

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