Once loved

I once loved with every cell

Rna replication almost smothered me


I once loved with my breathe

Exhaling till eyes bulge grasping at nothing with open hands


I once loved so deeply I lost myself in the idea of love the fantasy of love


I once loved and loved me and I loved too much and he stopped loving me

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