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Did you know
Obsession
That non stop
Pinging
Compulsive
Impulse
To tap fingers
Fantasize about him
Open and close doors
Living in a future based on your imagination of conversations never had about topics never broached neat and tidy with happiness as the end result while you wash dishes
That is one manifestation
Anxiety
I cope through it,
What about you?
Words don't fail me now Spill out like the wails of mothers losing their babies at the auction block words comfort me like the prayers at dawn during The Fast to our benevolent God Muster up lifelong
It feels like flushed cheeks and pulsating jawbones It feels empty It feels like blood rapidly popping as it travels from heart It feels like nothing It feels like under/over eating It feels like a vo
The anxiety makes the stomach flip The depression makes the limbs heavy The tug and pull Is overwhelming and nauseating Gags Short breaths Teeth chattering Big sighs as tears roll down
