New year, again, thank God
What truths will be revealed
Difficult words that need
That have to be said
To free me
So that I can continue
Living
Fear has stopped me in the past
This Naw Ruz
I need
I have to say all of the
Complex words that
Glean into my heart
And inner mind
Courage is what I pray
Naw Ruz 179 B.E.
Only then will I be
Liberated
And recieve the Glad Tidings
From the Daystar of Reality
Move forward in
Purity and Love
Words don't fail me now Spill out like the wails of mothers losing their babies at the auction block words comfort me like the prayers at dawn during The Fast to our benevolent God Muster up lifelong
It feels like flushed cheeks and pulsating jawbones It feels empty It feels like blood rapidly popping as it travels from heart It feels like nothing It feels like under/over eating It feels like a vo
The anxiety makes the stomach flip The depression makes the limbs heavy The tug and pull Is overwhelming and nauseating Gags Short breaths Teeth chattering Big sighs as tears roll down
