March 9, 2003
Another year here
19 years ago
On this anniversary
RIP B.I.G.
Chicago bound
From The City
Many things changed
Old loves remain
His transition
Life after death
My transition
Girl to woman
Another year here
19 years ago
On this anniversary
RIP B.I.G.
Chicago bound
From The City
Many things changed
Old loves remain
His transition
Life after death
My transition
Girl to woman
It feels like flushed cheeks and pulsating jawbones It feels empty It feels like blood rapidly popping as it travels from heart It feels like nothing It feels like under/over eating It feels like a vo
The anxiety makes the stomach flip The depression makes the limbs heavy The tug and pull Is overwhelming and nauseating Gags Short breaths Teeth chattering Big sighs as tears roll down