I was vegan for about 9 months
Time enough to create a baby
I thought I created a new life
This sweet butta tattoo didn't fit
So I started eating dairy again
Seafood was next then turkey
Gumbo is being made today
New Orleans runs in my blood
Crab and shrimp and oysters
I will make the rice vegan
It feels like flushed cheeks and pulsating jawbones It feels empty It feels like blood rapidly popping as it travels from heart It feels like nothing It feels like under/over eating It feels like a vo
The anxiety makes the stomach flip The depression makes the limbs heavy The tug and pull Is overwhelming and nauseating Gags Short breaths Teeth chattering Big sighs as tears roll down
Prayer is so hard me Here it goes I pray someone is praying for me For my well being My heart My soul I pray someone is praying for me For my success My downs My outs I pray someone is praying for me
